Saturday, July 19, 2008

REMORSE THE LOST IDENTITY AND THE RING FESTIVAL

For past three days i hav been having a bad time wid one of my friends(let say she is girl). Man i can never understand women and their habits they alwez tend to be so enigmatic when they make a mistake and ask for forgiveness. Men generally willingly forgive them bt as men make a mistake wid them they tend to never forgive them u ask a women for forgiveness even if u travel to the himalayas and back they may never forgive u.Thats the enigma that they have and they say women are weaker sex wen they can destroy kingdoms and people various examples of them cleopatra, marie antonniete... ............etc i wonder i suffer wid remorse fr days to come nt fr the mistake i made bt fr the mistake adam made in asking fr eve frm god(bt we are born frm them see the perversity) i may sound like a chauvnist bt i respect women highly.
Nw comes the lost identity days i sit down infront of many frnds and relatives of my family some are shias some sunis and sme ismailis(they are special sect otherwise called khojas) .My father is basically a sunni muslim thats wat he call himself bt was a shia frst my mom is a khoja ( i do admire her belief) i wonder where am i ???? am i khoja or shia or sunni becoz to tell u the truth many of the shia practises are followed in my house i wonder which path will i chose in d end
The ring festival nw u may wonder wat it is fr the past 3 days i was telling u that i hav been mentally tormented wid the human relation problem. so were can u take refuge only god has open hand to listen to u i believe he is such a pateint listener anewez leaving that aside let me tell u fr the past 3 days i hav been on some type of holy work i vist the big mosques asking fr forgiveness of my sins and smetimes asking god to tell me the difference between infactuation and love and tdy my mom decided to hav wat i refer to the ring festival the concept is so simple that there are 2 bowls of kher in which rings are put. A prayer and a story is readand every one has the kher and person who gets the ring is a lucky person redming myself this evening i was suddenly to see a host of relatives flock in wid their toddlers the house had become into a theatre fr a min all my remorse had gone watching them i saw the joy in life comes frm life itself and to look fr happy moment to make ur spirits come up hope i recover frm this breakdown fast GOD SAVE ME

7 comments:

nivyakimbi said...

lol... never heard of this custom of urs... so have u ever got that ring??

irfaan merchant said...

infact i wear them to college my collection till nw is 10

shameem said...

goin on religious expeditions to obliterate sins??...hahaa...wat has happ to d old stalkin psychopath who gave a damn to such things??:P...and btw dude u r askin god wat is d difference between love n infatuation..first learn d spellin of infatuation kid:P

if u find women to be so enigmatic n repellin..y do u do then crave 4 love frm a woman badly dude;)

and ya who else u had a tiff with other than me;)...looks likes sensible women r phobic to u;)

irfaan merchant said...

as i explained in my earlier blogs u dim wit women are enigmas u cannot live with them nor can u live without them.neither was she sensible nor a phobic she was psycopath like me lol:)and abt religious expedition even pyscopath seek divine intervention to help them out:)

shameem said...

"u cannot live with them nor can u live without them"
a self-contradictin statement again which has neither truth nor reality..u r so much a teenager-hit-by-unstability-woes...happens..u ll come out of it someday and till then keep rowin ur boat n concentrate on doin d work than worryin abt where u gonna land up n then u shall find d shore:)

irfaan merchant said...

again u flabargaste me wid my tennage woes please women mature faster than men than doesnt mean we are teens anewezs thanks fr the advice i am rowing my boat

irfaan merchant said...

may be above i was alittle serious bt seriously thanks fr the advice pyscopaths like me are quite unstable