TIME-THE ULTIMATE TESTING MACHINE

Tdy i sit with a number of problems looming in my head bt i knw the answer its jus time. It will answer all my queries time has an usual way of working it heals wounds. It reverses fortunes tdy i sit on my comp waiting for that to happen sometimes they say patience is a virtue. Tdy i hav to show that ultimate patience because wen ur true and things are going wrong then u have to wait it out u have to wait it out and wen betrayals take place u have to wait even more tdy i lay caged in chateau d`f like edmont dante and wait for ali teblian pasha of janina hope its nt wait of a long time my heart burns bt time will extinguish it hope i find the right answers fr my questions and more than anything i hope all my hunches turn out to be true with god almighty i sit in prayer (my post sound a bit spirtual these days bt its divine intervention i seek)

REMORSE THE LOST IDENTITY AND THE RING FESTIVAL

For past three days i hav been having a bad time wid one of my friends(let say she is girl). Man i can never understand women and their habits they alwez tend to be so enigmatic when they make a mistake and ask for forgiveness. Men generally willingly forgive them bt as men make a mistake wid them they tend to never forgive them u ask a women for forgiveness even if u travel to the himalayas and back they may never forgive u.Thats the enigma that they have and they say women are weaker sex wen they can destroy kingdoms and people various examples of them cleopatra, marie antonniete... ............etc i wonder i suffer wid remorse fr days to come nt fr the mistake i made bt fr the mistake adam made in asking fr eve frm god(bt we are born frm them see the perversity) i may sound like a chauvnist bt i respect women highly.
Nw comes the lost identity days i sit down infront of many frnds and relatives of my family some are shias some sunis and sme ismailis(they are special sect otherwise called khojas) .My father is basically a sunni muslim thats wat he call himself bt was a shia frst my mom is a khoja ( i do admire her belief) i wonder where am i ???? am i khoja or shia or sunni becoz to tell u the truth many of the shia practises are followed in my house i wonder which path will i chose in d end
The ring festival nw u may wonder wat it is fr the past 3 days i was telling u that i hav been mentally tormented wid the human relation problem. so were can u take refuge only god has open hand to listen to u i believe he is such a pateint listener anewez leaving that aside let me tell u fr the past 3 days i hav been on some type of holy work i vist the big mosques asking fr forgiveness of my sins and smetimes asking god to tell me the difference between infactuation and love and tdy my mom decided to hav wat i refer to the ring festival the concept is so simple that there are 2 bowls of kher in which rings are put. A prayer and a story is readand every one has the kher and person who gets the ring is a lucky person redming myself this evening i was suddenly to see a host of relatives flock in wid their toddlers the house had become into a theatre fr a min all my remorse had gone watching them i saw the joy in life comes frm life itself and to look fr happy moment to make ur spirits come up hope i recover frm this breakdown fast GOD SAVE ME

WITH OR WITHOUT THEM

Nw as a child i came into this world wid the soul intention of learning more bt life has other things and god has even more instore fr me. I hav alwezs been enchanted by women frm my child birth.I alwez wonderd that hw did these creatures get very high marks in all subjects and alwez thought that the one wid beauty and brain was the ultimate combination bt hw wrong, I was nw as young guy and wid two highly educated parents I had the likes of elvis`s music,floyds revolution hendrixs guitar, talks on bjorg and many different things wid bets set between my mom and dad who will win the wimbeldon nw such intellectually stimulated conversation made me a highly isolated to many guys in my class who i considerd as dumbos bt hw wrong again and i thought grls in my class were intellectually stimulating bt hw wrong again. Nw my life took an unusual turn when a high scoring students like me starting underperforming. Nw came the climax of life i became an outcast in my gang of intellects i was officially turned down by all of them then i went to people who i call dumbos, They helped me alot. I rejoiced everymoment wid them found them to be highly talented in their own right. I became immune to the indiffernce shown to me by teachers and my so called frnds. I learnt that knwledge didnt come frm marks u score.It came frm the spirit to learn i decided after my 10th that the time had come to learn wid the heart nt wid d brain learn subjects like art like wordsworths poems churchills quotes then slowly things turned in my favour, i started getting my basics right my dumbos helped me too knwing that i was a teen hit by puberty blues nw working hard is my mantra u prespire u burn wen u see pain then u see gain. I came back strongly like ganguly wid a new style. I learnt a new way of analysing people one taught by brahmin frnd never trust anyone. I worked hard god was very civil wid me he gave me course wich people thought was wat the worst get bt hw tables turn civil rite nw is the best and others are the worst nw dats destiny. Nw comes another climax they tell me ur one lucky guy in a coll surrounded by women and more women hw wrong again. Women are dangerous creatures especially ones who are beautiful ones learn that life never gives u a second chance bt women dnt give u even a single chance. They hav swarm of guys around them i say the beautiful grls nw they like getting surrounded by hunks and good luking guys bt these guys hav more brawn than brain frm all my past relation i hav learnt men cannot live with them bt they cannt live without them. I remember my father saying even if i live fr a 100 years i wont knw wat goes on in ur moms head bt i say even if i live fr 100 years i cannt understand these creatures sme are dangerous as poison, sme are naomi campells in their own rite, sme are intellectually stimulating(only seen 2 till nw) so life becomes complex wid them they hav more accesories than men they tend to mature faster than men they are fast great at mugging bt they still dnt rule the world fr they dnt hav wat i say mans predictability. A man is predictible thats y he rules the world man will rule over this world fr mre than a hundred years bt wont understand the women.